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2008-11-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

well, yep.
im here blogging finally.
anyway its not like anyone would see this. what the heck.

done with your O's huh peeps. GOOD FOR YOU! enjoy your time! next year would be one hell'aa year for me. studying, OPSS, teachers, school-rules. kinda suck huh.
well, its just one more year i guess. bare with it.

damn, its always like that. before i start blogging i feel like i have a ton of things to talk about. then when im really onto it. BLANK.
so i think i'll just do random posts whenever i feel like it. that's that.

bye.

happy birthday CHERDINGXUAN [!]

2008-10-02T00:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]

eu ar 16 le ,
study hard hor .

im always fer eu (:
meetup SOON fer shoppin .
and rmb wad eu promise hor o else my presents :D
WAKAKAKAKAS (*evil laugh)
get TOP TOP TOP !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGZI [!]

2008-09-16T19:23:00.003+08:00

well , im JO` :D

finally manage tuh find back his pw le ,
as dis BLUR SOTONG de dingxuan actually ferget his pw le x:
praise me fer findin back (:
WAKAKAKAS (*evil laugh)

and he promised dat he gg tuh get TOP TEN fer his EOY :D
& shoppin trips wid / presents fer me [!]

STUDYHARD STUDYHARD (:

and he ll blog SOON , wait fer him den x:

2008-04-18T17:49:00.008+08:00

cDX , he's a BULLYS !~

& i'm jO once again tuh help him post .

he's nw playin pool m slackin .

he should go home STUDY pls ,

m rmb wad eu say hor cDX o else i piang ni hor =)

i'm gg tuh watch tong xin yuan le ,

SWEETS .

update again den ,

BYES cDX 's readers ; LOVES ❤

2008-04-17T00:04:00.003+08:00

SORRY readers ,
dis lazy ass 's TOO LAZY tuh update .

fergive him den =)

& name dis blog as D.D blog =x

m if any1 change-d his/her links ask dis CDX tuh relink toos kays =)
keep dead links NO USE =*

he's busy wid studies m frens RECENTLY . he's fine .

BLAH BLAH BLAH ,

enough of myy CRAPS le =)

~~nites~~ & TAKKECARES readers ^^

2008-04-16T23:40:00.003+08:00

C Ding Xuan , ass !
he's too lazy tuh update his own blog ,
fer dunno hw many 123456789 years le .

PLS UPDATE CANS ?!
bite eu hor !

m study hard toos ~ get e TOP kays thanks =)
i'm waitin =X

i'm jO ;
iLxwz

2007-06-17T18:40:00.000+08:00

chalets tomorrow, am i excited? im lying if i say i was. whats there to look foward to? everythings so fucked up these days. its kinda funny, now days i have freedom which in the past i used to crave for, but there's no difference. there's just this little something missing in my life. my drive? my goal? cant to think of it, i dont. no wonder life's so boring for me. but what should i aim for? good results? nah. its not my thing.

take people for granted eh, what the hell are you thinking? you think a give a fuck about your life? if you wanna be such an amature bitch and go round blowing people then be it. its not my life ur ruining. its yours. and guess what, i dun give a damn. just dont come back to me, thats all. ur life is bad enough. dont come and ruin mine. i dont want to have anything to do with you. get it?

2007-06-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

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POOL ROCKS. =)

who interested in playing tml morning contact me.

2007-05-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

wooo, back from camp. had fun but yeah like everyone said the sleeping conditions there is like sleeping in a sauna. super hot. but what do you expect, its a camp. did lots of stuffs there like high ropes and rock-climbing. trainers farah and amy totally rocks!!!
super patient with us espically with ERIC. yeah, and the last night we had a camp fire and damien was wearing a BRA! yeah i mean a real bra. with straps and all. managed to take only 1 photo of my trainers. ohh... going out! to airport. =)
picture below!

2007-05-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

fcuked up with stuffs, things have not been going too well for me. exams and stuffs. kinda bored of everything. school, home and just every other thing. life is such a routine. wake up, go school, come home and sleep. thats all man. at times where i just stare and just wish for company. thats all. everybody seems lie their so busy but i just dont get it?! what are they busy with, or am i just plain picky. had been drinking this few days. but who cares. the only past time i have left. can someone give me smt to do. emerge huh, tomorrow. i dont even know am i involved in any event. thats how involved i am with church life. maybe i shouldnt join church in the first place. giving everyone plenty of trouble. not talking about my results, i only passed my eng and chem. asking people for advice and what to do but theyll give the same answer, its alrite, try harder nest time. ITS NOT ALRIGHT. I FAILED MY MID YEAR AND HAVE A PREETY HIGH CHANCE OR RETAINING. WHICH PART OF IT IS ALRIGHT. just drinking as much as i can~

2007-05-15T20:54:00.001+08:00

DAMIEN. this name makes my blood boils. DAMIEN DAMIEN DAMIEN. he wasted 24hours of my life. hes so busted tomorrow.what a "great" day i had yesterday, all thanks to DAMIEN. me and wenjie somehow went to sakura yesterday and oh my what a feast we had. yeah what a feast. i mean its a buffet. food tasted awful. the best tasting thing there is the coke. yeah, its that bad. looks nice but the taste is a different story. pictures below. woke up around 1030 today met wj and eric and we went to my aunts house at bishan. had "mint" prata with curry. and i tell u the curry is DELIcious!!! simply. then play b-ball and we came up eating again. pizzas drumlets and curry AGAIN. then we went to erics house. play ps2 and stuffs. oh yar... wj hows ur BUTT. yeah. u got owned by stairs!!!

2007-05-12T15:57:00.003+08:00

~karate kids

~ ice tea we had at buddy hoggies.

yesterday was the end of the exams! finally i can breath. and after the exams, bought a new ball at obviously went to play. then went home. rotting in progress. so went to me eileen. then we went to buddy hoggies sat down at talked or rather play. then when we wanted to leave we saw these cute little things running around. karate kids. super cute! yar... we sat down watching them and then we left. sent her home and went home. as for today, woke up around 1 and washed up and then went to watched a movie i dowloaded. super cool and gruesome movie. saw 2. cut down on the details. later going out fer dinner. mothers day you know... yeah...

2007-05-10T14:30:00.002+08:00

lights~

shy huh.

took this on the jetty at lower seletar.

so so so fun yesterday. me and eileen met each other and we went to eat. i wanted to eat at the kahtib cafe but somehow we ended up at a coffee shop. and i ate a whole lot. made a pact with each other too! got to send her home everyday until school closes. hard work huh...
then we went to bk wanted to study. yes we wanted and of cause we didnt. then we went to lower seletar talked played and stuffs then walked her home and i went home. took some pics there. ABOVE...

2007-05-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

yeah, its raining.
reached home around 12 and i slept, slept and slept. its just the perfect condition for sleeping. cool surroundings, great music. exams, they're getting the better of me. really cant stand it anymore. exams,exams,exams. why must there be exams. its to judge where we stand in our acadimically. so why cant we just have it once a year. friday dont really feel like going anymore. dont really have the drive in me anymore. just want a quiet and calm place with abit of alcohol to relax and stuff. a pub just aint the place.

: just let it go kae? for me. please... hope ue'll see this soon . . .

2007-05-07T13:53:00.000+08:00

BORED BORED BORED.
its a good thing that school ends super early during exam times but its BORING! the time is for ue to do our revision but who cares. people are flooding mac after the exams all the time. totally cant wait for the exams to be over, but then again it seems that it has ended to me. friday ill be going to youko's friend's pub. itll be fun... at least i hope. preety much nothing to do at home so going retro. WESTLIFE! yeah... two of my favourite songs by them below, do check it out. =)

SUPER CUTE!!! isint she. XD

2007-05-07T13:30:00.001+08:00

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

2007-05-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

memories - a mental impression retained.

yeah. i looked up the meaning of this word. kinda bored this afternoon so i looked up all the photos in my folder. kinda bring back all those fond memories. at services, places we've been togetehr. yeah, all those almost perfect moments. everything we've do together. looking back i found out how much we have changed. our character, attitude and how we see each other. finally understood why people say people would change over time. changes. its a part of life that is inevitable. its almost a year since we known each other. time passes real fast huh... anyway guess its all over like you said. maybe its a good thing. =) just want to wish you good luck in everything and may all your hopes and dreams come true.

~Dingxuan.

2007-04-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

WOW. what a weekend it was for me. hmms... where did i went on saturday, or yah... we went to bugis and town. was totally freaking boring. walk and walk and WALK. we had ice-cream. and the weather this few days is like soo hot. them im there wearing my brothers working top and sweating like hell. then wj came my house ton. yar... we slept preety late. both of us chatting on the phone. or rather me. then woke up around 1 plus and went to bk "study".

arggg!!! long story cut short, i had a great weekend. english exam tml. best of luck to everyone! ! !

2007-04-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

Oooo... seeing my brother is so entertaining. hes panicking cause he'll be going NS tomorrow. wonder how is he gong to survive it. hes used to being so pampered at home. loads of stuffs that he has to bring. from hangers to washing powder. funny huh. the things they bring into the army. he'll be going into the army for the next 7 weeks. yes. it means the whole room to me. good or bad... hmmm...

dad and mom would be sending him off. and guess whos going. my maid!!! pampered till the very last minute huh...

studying really hard for the MYE. strive for it peeps! its just a couple days later. i almost can smell it. then itll be freedom at last! think ill be going down town tomorrow. and i dont know for what. dinner time. bye peeps! I LOVE YOU!!!

2007-04-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

its... 23!!! and that means having back my phone. yeah. i got it back. hehes~ peeps do msq me!!! kinda sua ku huh. wadever it is just do.

read this really really cool book. its "for one more day". its a kind of soul book. not for people like damien whom only reads knights and dragons. its about this guy name charley benetto who ruined his life and gets one more chance to redeem himself. touching story. teaches us to cherish everybody and never thae each and everyone of them for granted. never let down those whom love ue!!! thats what ive learn from the book. yeah! I LOVE UE!!!

2007-04-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

umm... this feeling in me. it feels kinda weird. read lots of stuffs. about someone not being him or herself. like mr naufal and others and its weired how it relates to me. i mean like i dont really like him and why should i bother how he feels about stuffs. its like if he quits the discipline committee is also non of my business. but the way he puts it and the words he used, its like meaninful? i guess. loads of stuffs happening. MYE comming soon, i have not start my revision. why cant i just study hard? its like i just have to put in the effort for like 2 more weeks. if i do well for my MYE there are plenty of things waiting for me. like dying of hair presents and chalets. just for 2 weeks and i can enjoy form a whole month, why huh? why dont i feel the sence of urgency. im only left with 2 weeks 14 days. JUST PUT IN THE EFFORT DUDE!

( feeling kinda weired. what should i do? hmms... )

2007-04-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

i am tirrred!! yesterday went to victoria theater to watch a "musical." i cant actually say that it sucked but the story line, totally wrong. "club soul" huh... its more of a comody to me rather than a musical. wenda your english is "good"!!! but the singing by our very own opss idol was absolulty fantastic. rock on girl! then mrs soo sang too. was quite wired at first but after that it was alright. im sooo gonna get myself a pair of shades. its like soo cool. no pics in the post peeps. my brother took the camera to sentosa.

( prawns are just friends! understood? )

2007-04-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

- SUPER BORED!

just came home from northpoint for dinner. had sweensent ( i dont think i spelt it correctly ) ok maybe not exactly just came home. then before that went to play basketball at 139 with raymond damien and many more.then this morning they alll cAME my hse dunno fer wad...

hmms... loads of stuffs happened this few days. got drunked and drunked. confused over stuffs. maybe i was too overbored, im really sorry. i know that you might not accept this apology but... i really hope that ue do. felt really guilty over stuffs. people getting scolded bcos of me. harm themself becos of me. really sorrie guys.promise ue all ill live my life properly from now onwards. PROMISE.

( no scratching alrite. promise? )

2007-04-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

satisfied. guess what. i failed my freaking ting xiie again and guess what. yes i stayed back until like 5 plus and went home. then bathed and stuffs. i have 2 more days of SIP and that makes 4 days!!! just because i didnt stand at the stairs. WTF!!! so going to have re-re-re ting xie tomorrow and the next week from monday to thursday having SIP. cool huh. friday going to novena with damien then going to meet lenice at bugis for the dont know what sign thingy. i think sat going to mirror image with derrick they all. hmmmms...

2007-04-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

just had a bath. smelling fresh. =) got held back in school by mdm lim for re-ting xie. guess what, i still failed. yes for the second time. cool huh... hopefully i dont fail tomorrow. i got 25/100 today so got tons of corrections to do. but luckily eileen was there to help me do half of it. hehes~ thanks!!! then we waited for jingyi to end her SIP and they accompanied me to cut my hair. then we took a cab down to jingyis house then i send eileen home we chatted a little at the stairs and i headed home.

~breakfast for me again!!! delicious delicious sandwiches!!! Mmmmmm...

oh yar guys... might not be going to MOS. might be changing to mirrow image. but i think its still the same. FUN>.

2007-04-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

preety much fucked up. yesterday was a, how should i put it, an awful day i guess. lots of stuffs happened yesterday. disputes happeneing, this and that. after service went to fellowship and then went back home. upon reaching home, was fucked up like i said before. just want to drink my ass off. too bad, nobody has "it". chat with lenice and lots of things came out. and i finally got a conclusion. yeah. a conclusion that would solve everything i guess. talk to someone huh... like who?!? forget it. damn this fucking life of mine.

2007-03-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

FREAKIN PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! ARGGG!!! DIN GET MY PHONE BACK. i officially quit NCC. just preety much pissed off. just back from kahtib with wenjie. i saw esther daph and qiu yan at 850. then we went to pasar malam walk walk then went to 637 there play basketball. then jiu go back home le. PISSED OFF!!! arggg!!

2007-03-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

arrgggg!!! hand is so freaking pain. im copying the chinese tiing xie corrections for the second time all thanks to mrs liu. CRUSHED MY PAPER!!! arggg!!! super angry!!! oh yar... i have a nw skin!!! simply orange. but i still prefer the last one. oh well... oh by the way, I PASSED MY SOCIAL STUDIES!! 8/16!! just managed to scrape through. hahas.

2007-03-26T17:55:00.001+08:00

hmms... currently in wenjie's house posting. this morning wasnt feeling very well so i went to see the doctor and reached school like around 11.45!!! cool huh! so i went straight for f&n practical. we had yellow rice a curry chicken i guess. didnt take the rice cause its totally taste-less so just had the curry chicken. then basket-ball a little and here i am at wenjies house posting. oh yar... theres this totally cool movie called freedom writers. its about a teacher trying to change people on their mind sets about racism. theres a movie trailer at the bottom. do see it. totally cool movie. theres another movie i wanna watch. that is storm the yard. just love the break dancing. smooooth. yeah. movie month this month. haha.

signing off~

2007-03-26T17:55:00.000+08:00

GLAMOROUS`~

2007-03-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Sad sad day. *sniffs. my phone got confiscated!!! dont know who pao to me. dont let me know! im sooo gonna get back on you. whoever you are. dont let me know who you are, i'm soo gonna kill you. arggg!!! have some names in mind.just dont let me know who you are.

we are like suppose to meet at 530 at my house then all over slept then become im the first to wake up, funny huh. then back to my normal routine in school. then after school have that enrichment programme. quite interestingi find. so im a visual learner. RITE!

( Mmmuacks!!! Yupps! shoo huaii niian!! how? now not addicted le. really miss that feeling. =( how??? I WANNA BE ADDICTED AGAIIN!!! )

2007-03-18T02:59:00.000+08:00

Oh my tian! Surprised i'll be posting at such a late hour? Whahaha... I'm using my n73 to surf the net now. Cool huh! Hmms... Tink i'll be sleeping now. Gtg 'exercise' wid jingyi n eileen super early tml morning. Gtg... Tata.

2007-03-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

tired TIRED!!! slept at 5.30 then at 6 jingyi called say wanna come my house. then went to shell and brought her home. SUPER DEAD TIRED! think i'll be the first to sleep tonite. ohh well... 2 beds and 3 of us. how? ? ? hope gorgor would be kind enough to sleep in the living room.

( Time. yes time. it's all we need. for the both of us. just take really good care of yourself. espically at nights like tonight. u know wad i mean. )

2007-03-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

woke up super early today. went for SERVICE!!! yeah. a superb superb session! took a bus down to changi then changed to a train and when i reached expo it was around 9.00. early huh. and i was suppose to meet jeremy at 9.30. and guess what, he was LATE!!! he reached around 9.45 and then we rushed into the hall. super packed! but still we found seats on the ground floor. was so lucky. =) worshiped and praised god. learned loads of stuffs. god you are my hiding place, a place where i am always accepted. thank you god.

waking up early tomorrow morning. for english remedial. BORING!!! oh well... heading back home right after remedial i guess. loads of holiday homework to be done. daddie would be going to malaysia tomorrow! gonna miss him sho much. but i'll play aven more when hes gone. hahas...

( becoming more and more like ''ah-beng'' ?!? )

2007-03-11T00:27:00.001+08:00

hmmms... my days are getting more and more interesting. lots of activities all of a sudden. going for service early tomorrow morning. because i didnt went for todays one. got abit of mis-communication. oh well... then went to tampines ikea. was SUPER DUPER BIG!! you can get totally lost in there. it's like a big maze with 4 stories. had hotdogs and bought afew items here and there and we're headed to changi airport for our dinner. had fish and co. quite nice. had 2 glasses of cocktails. lime and passion fruit. SUPER nice! going to have loads more on wednesday when i go to mos. haha. can't wait!

had my sports carnival the day before. was a total fluke i guess. and the bizzar. a failure. haha ... saw gao min ( think i spelt it correctly ). i was like huh... what are you doing in my school. then told me her brother was in my school and blah blah blah.
oh ya... before i forget. whos interested in going to sembawang park to ton? itll be 1 of the days during march holidays. loads of stuffs like fishing and stuffs. jian wee and eugene would be going. i think yaqi should be going too. hope she does. getting a new phone soon!!! will keep u peeps updated! Bye~!!! nites everyone!

2007-03-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

2007-03-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

having a really bad cough recently. arggg... throat is just freaking pain. really don't have the voice yesterday night. taking all sorts of medication now. really hope that this cough does not drag into the march holidays. lots of things awaits for me during the march holidays. bbq, ton-ing, sentosa, WWW and many other places. really wish this cough would stop sometime soon. hmms... only knew today that i was also in the GOH. but its like so late already. no point joining now. just concentrate on my AKE. guess what peeps. my dad would be on buss trip the whole holiday. cool huh. s0 peeps my house is open to absolute anyone and everyone!!! hahas~ Party party PARTY!!!
think i'll be going to MOS on wednesday. whos interested can come. just inform me. my friend working in there so dont worry. ( hahas... nope didnt forget. happie birthdae!!! ) ~

2007-03-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

wad a weekend i had. just back from my "kayaking practice". wid lenice lilian junying peggy and damien. surprised why damien went? hahas. i dragged him along =) i kayaked, cycled, played sand nad catch crabs. hahas... was so so fun. damien reached my house early in the morning then he went home to take his homework( don't know for what ). then went to meet the rest at mac. then we made our way to pasir ris. we rented the kayak then started kayaking obviously. damien lost his SPECS!!! new $300 specs! poor him. bound to have lots of scoldings. then we washed the kayak and return it and went to have a bath. then we cycled to a very remote spot. a very very nice spot. with lots of crabs under rocks. caught a number of it but then we let them all go. then we returned the bike and we went to whitesands to wait for lenice they all to come. then we headed back home. friday after school thought it would boring but in the end went to orchard road walk walk. then saturday early in the morning went for ake selection. then rushed down for service and went to lenice's house to talk a little.

~hmms... how should put it. i do not hate u narhs. it alrite dhe =) peace out. still friends right? i hope... i also feel that it's really time to put down this relationship. but that does not mean not contacting us rite? espically lenice. you also know the situation she is in. if u leave her too what do you think she'll do? do you think that this is abit too extreme? and whatever it is it's still between us. you say that you would feel awkard. but i'm really alrite. =) just excell in your studies. and don't do stupid stuffs to relief stress. you know what i mean. altire?
Good luck in your future!

~ Dingxuan.

2007-02-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

what an great great day to day was. woke up super early to go for... SERVICE!!! missed service yesterday because of some reasons, not to be mentioned here. met damien around 8:30 but was slightly late. hahas... i over slept. AGAIN. hey but you can't blame me. i slept at six in the morning. then we went to delifrance and had our breakfast then we made our way to expo. we met matt at the seven11 in expo then we made our way into the hall. was totally shocked by the crowd. it was almost full house today so we sat right at the back. the atmosphere wasn't really good. i prefer the sits infront. then we sang, praised lord and prayed. what an awesom service. there was a guest or rather 4 guest. a chinese superstar came. forgotten his name but if i remembered correctly he was doing very well in the music industry. we had to leave abit earlier for cell-group. but in the end we spent our time out side eating salmon ommelette. Mmmmm. simply deliciiiousss.then we rushed down to pongol. met larry and his friends so we made our way there together. then more praises and songs. then E242 had a meeting in the room. sharmane ( hope i spelt it correctly ) would be taking over e242. sad case huh. just got to know pierre and he stepped down. oh well... then we will be having a ghost trip with SPI!!! it'll be 25dollars peeps. it'll be fun. after cell-group they went to jeremy's house so me and damien went to nrothpoint to have our lunch. saw dinika. and we were headed home. what a fun fun fun day.

school's tomorrow peeps. work hard!!!
Tata~

2007-02-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

smashing day~ . went to school early in the morning as usually. was nearly late... ran and ran and ran but was on the dot. PHEW! then stuffs went on. ya ya ya... then while we were having our SS mrs soo came with mr paul tan with a cane. hahas. then zhi hao was caned. hmms... looks pain. but then again zhi hao said it's not pain. hmms....... Wondering... okok back to today. then i had to stay back in school till about 2 then was allowed to go home. got held back at school by mdm ng for not passing up my maths homework. 2.1, 2.2, 2.4 and 2.5 but only managed to only finish 2.5. then once i was finish went to call home right away. grandma picked up then they were all there. ba0beii was already at my house le. they were all having steamboat. then i took a cab down. rich huh. then reached home bathed and guess what. i fell asleep. =). hahas... didn't really expect i would fall asleep. then woke up eat a little talk a little and we played cards. then in was like huh... i thought we were not suppose to gamble. but then again. hahas...then they all went to orchard rd probably to watch the ching gay parade. have fun guys! service tomorrow!!! it's just fun fun and more fun. =)

ba0beii~
maybe what you said is right. i have changed. more short tempered. easily angered. often shout at you... i'm sorry. i'll try to change back to what i used to be alrite =) LOVE YOU!!! SMUAKKIES~~~

2007-02-17T14:34:00.000+08:00

just back from lenice's house. we celebrated her birthday yesterday. umm... it's not exactly her birthady yesterday but she does not have the time on the actual day. we had plenty of fun. me and lenice went to damien's house for a swim then ba0beii and eric came. =) yupps. then i made my way home and packed my stuffs while they all went to lenice's house. then i joined them around 7+. slept for awhile cause was really really tired. accompanied by my ba0beii!!! Mmmuacks! then we had pizzas and then we went to k-box. the guys didn't really sing besides wenjie. so i just started drinking and drinking and drinking. hahas. just couldn't control. i mean like desides drinking, what can i do there? then something happened. not to be stated here. confidential. hahas. hmms... then ba0beii got abit jealous. hahas. said i lied on lenice while i'm sleeping. hahas. i'm like REALLY!!! then we took a cab back to her house and went to sleep. hmms... think that this post is too short for my ba0beii. hahas. =) vodka+sprite=lots of drinking =) that's all for now. signing of~

2007-02-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

to my dearest ba0beii : seems like many things has happened. i've really nothing to say for myself. sorry? even i myself feels that i am too much this time. making ue feel sad and cry all the time. i know ue are really sad and dissapointed in me. i am also dissapointed in myself. WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME!!! i ... i am sorry. once again. i ... i know ue are sick of hearing sorries. i ... i really don't know what else to say. all i can say is that i would not break any promises. and i'll always love ue. just bear with me alright? i also don't know whats going on. ~ sorry.

i promise ue that this would be the last time. i promise. prepare to receive lots of gifts on 14. Love ue!!! Mmmuacks!!!

Lots of things happened~ xia0 gong zu and everything. i know how ue felt. and my attitude and everything. the stuffs that ue have written in the letter i feel that it's very true. i really don't know what's going with me. pressure? i really don't know. just bear with me alrite? i'll explain to you everything when it's the right time. i ... i am sorry for everything. making ue cry all the time. i'm so useless. i can't even make you happy. and i'm adding more pressure on you. i'm sorry. i just want you to know whatever happens i'll always love you.

2007-02-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

2007-02-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

2007-01-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

cool huh~ new vintage deck. simply love it-

2007-01-30T10:21:00.000+08:00

had some last minute changes in my schedule. surprised i'll be posting at such a time. hahas . you guessed correctly. im still at home. didn't went to school. wasn't feeling very well this morning. really sorry ba0beii i didn't mean to lie to ue. just didn't want ue to worry. SORRY!!! guess she's asleep in class right now. hahas . guess she's really tired. tired still want to talk until so late in the night. stubborn girl. hahas. but just simply love her so so much! Mmmuacks!!! i'm suppose to have my bio test right now. hahas. good luck peeps. guess i'll have it some other day. feeling much better now. think i'll be going down to kahtib abit later to collect my books and homework. hardworking huh. hahas . my xia0 g0ng zhu should be also in school right now. hope she's concentrating. =)
alright alright. i'll go have some rest now. ~

2007-01-28T12:21:00.000+08:00

to my dearest ba0beii~

lots of things had happened between us. ups and downs. in the past i might not understand ue, and because of that many misunderstandings happened. i'm really sorry. just like yesterday, i don't know what to say. i just want ue to know that i am sorry. i didn't really mean those stuffs i had said. i know it's my fault for not keeping my cool. forgive me? this is really a new begining for the both of us. can we forget about what had happened in the past and really start afresh?

i'll really cherish ue. i promise. love ue! Mmmuacks!!! ~

2007-01-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

what a boring day i had so far. stayed at home for the whole damn day. woke up around 1.30 then had my lunch and watched abit of t.v. there's just nothing to do. watched a dvd. it's called the departure. quite a nice show with all the vulgar assence.

waiting for her msq to come. waited 2 whole damn hours and the phone still doesn't ring. ~

hmms... waiting for jinghui's call too~ come quick, save me from this boredom. somebody!

2007-01-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

i was 'late' for school today. boarded the 7.20 train so when i reached kahtib MRT it was like around 7.25. then i saw another girl also on the same train as me. she was late too. hahas. then knowing i was already late, i went to have my breakfast. then i climbed into the school from the petrol station. wahahas. then just simply stroll into my class room and said i over slept and i had reported to the general office. clever huh. hahas. then boring lessons starts again. blah blah blah... same shit again and again.

after school played abit of basket-ball and then went t mac to find her. then wenjie and damien came. then talked and played. then sent her home and i went home. having my very first test tomorrow. exciting huh. POA. hahas. wish me luck peeps~

ba0beii ~ wish me luck on my gold!!! love ue! Mmmuacks!!!!

2007-01-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

tiring tiring day. reached home at around 10. went to brother pierre's house for Poa tution!!! hahas . finally i know where am i going huh. brothere pierre went through chapter 1 and 2. then ba0beii was there too. so so so blurr. hahas . did a number of exercies and we were off.but lots of things happened in between. misunderstandings. yeah, lots of them. but resolved! then she had a really bad head-ache. poor girl huh. so me always the gentleman helped her massaged her head. Wahahahas. ( hey guy! stop vomitting!!! i am a gentleman alright!) then hopped on brother pierre's car and we went for our dinner. and ....... here i am back at my home sweet home~

ba0beii : i know lots of things happened, but lets put all of it behind ue alright? love ue lots and lots! Mmmuacks!!!

2007-01-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

over the mountians and valleys
together with the waves he'll go
a kid lost in the valleys
with an empty belly
wandering across the city streets
climbs atop a tree
gazing at the wither sky
looking for the flame
the one to conquer
wanting to bliss of growth
the glory of action
things got blur
tomorrow shall worry for itself
after, he'll be free...

2007-01-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

have two new video's on my blog. one is a super freaky stigmata. totally like the effect. superb! stayed at home for two whole days! so freaking boring!!! had fever and vomitted. but feeling much better. why can't i be sick like on a school day?!? so wasted. hahas . having POA test on wedesday. hope i'll do well! having tution tomorrow. at? i don't know. hahas. all i know i'm suppose to be at Kovan MRT by 3.30. wired huh. having a tution but don't know where is it. 0hhs by the way. TIES TOMORROW EVERYONE!~

<33 hmms... be more understanding? hahas . alright alright. i'll be more understanding. just for ue . Mmmuacks! but ue also cannot flare up so easily alright? love ue!!!

2007-01-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmms... just a ordinary boring day, with a twist. had a good news today. i am having my gold on 14 febuary 2007. long story how i got in. i didn't went for the course so i'll just go for the test on 14 feb. hope i'll pass. yupps. back to today. a boring and sleepy day. after school played basket-ball for awhile then i went home. watched T.V and stuffs. just waiting the clock to hit 6.30 to call my ba0beii. then talked for awhile then she went home.

then around 8+ called her. she had a spiltting head-ache. hope she's alright. she should be sound asleep by now. nite nite! a long owed good night. haha~

selling ice-cream tomorrow! it'll be plenty of fun. from 6+ to 11. think it'll be fun but trirng.
ICE-CREAM~

2007-01-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

today was a tire-ing tire-ing day. had lessons until 1.30 and then had assembly till about 2.20. the assembly was so so boring. tried sleeping but just couldn't fall asleep. then i thought of continue-ing copying my chinese( don't ask what is it. it's a long story. people in my class would know) but... forget it. there's just no space. so just sort of bored to death there. then after school i went to play b-ball after such a long time. but there were no court avaliable. so we had to use the side board. which was so pathatic. it's like 10 over people. then we played football. hahas. it's ...it's just so funny. you should have been there. then we went to see the audition. we were like screaming here and there. shifting benches too. then went to find ba0beii at MAC. then we went home. i'm going to sleep sooo soundly tonight. with......... chip in my arms of course! hahas... love ue!

2007-01-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

back in posting i guess... it's been a cold cold night tonight. "Brrr" just back from my dinner at ang mo kio. had lots of food!!! had veg, crab and much more. so i'm like so full now.think that i'll have trouble sleeping later. not actually into swimming as i thought i would be. gold... a dream. and always will be a dream. much had happened. highs and lows. a storm brings calmness. hope it's true. two weeks into school and i still feel difficult coping. it's like... i just don't understand!!! F&N. the teacher. he's just not experienced.

gurdian angel
. hahas... tag please...

2007-01-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

so it's over. the only person i could and can blame is only myself. now it's just me and my friends and studies. a big thanks to all my friends that helped me through all this time. oh well... i just feel weird. haiish... missing her so much. i just can't keep thinking of those happy times we had together. let's just leave the past behind.

for today. after we all went to eric's house to watch Recycle. but we all didn't acyually watch. i went to swim then was too tired so i went to sleep. not actually me. jingyi and eric too fell asleep. studying soon~ Bye!!!

2007-01-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

so much had happened in such a short time. maybe if i had understand how ue felt all these would not had happened. i mean what's so wrong for ue to make a new friend? why must i react in such a way. i'm sorry. i know ue don't want apologies but rather than apologizing i really don't know what to say. why must all these happened. we had agreed on so many things. about me sending ue home and to school. it's just too sudden for me. remember all those happy times we had together? at the zoo and services? why must all these happen? why can't i just understand ue earlier? understand how ue felt and be happy for ue. WHY CAN'T I ?!?!?

2006-12-20T03:26:00.000+08:00

harlo ... this iish baObeii blOqqin fOr dx ... dx now in taiiwan . see his bOlq qonna rOt lerhhs shO jushh help hym pOst lOrhhs . he iish cOmin back on the 22nd just 2-3 more days bahhs . :) erms ... oh ... jussh tuhh let yOu quys nOe , thiis sat , city harvest [nOw lOcated at expO] will be habiinq carnival and stuffs . there will be drama qOiin On nOrhhs . aniiOne wannts tuhh qO ? it will be frOm 4.30pm Onwards if iie am nOrt wrOnq ... briinq yOur peeps and family members tuhh jOiin us ! is will be berrie fun derhhs . :) if wanna qO , can jussh let dx nOe ... oh well iie thiink iie end here lerrhs bahhs ... laOqOnq cum back QUICK . T.T

2006-12-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today i went to the zoo with... my ba0beii!!! Many many things happened. Alrite alrite i'll start from the start. I woke up late!!! Not really but i was late for meeting them. Them = Ba0beii, her sis and Wenjie. Hmms... Took 171 too Mandai. Went down the wrong stop and had to walk into the zoo. Then i still remember the first animal i saw was a turtle. Then lots and lots of animals. Then Joanna called. Asked me to go VCH Singapore river there. But i was already at the zoo. So too bad norrs. Then ba0beii wasn't happy. Think until very far ue know. But cannot blame her. SORRY!!! Then we went for lunch at KFC. Then Raymond called about the magic thingy. Then ba0beii thought it was Joanna then angry. Then i was abit angry too. Then ba0beii cried. Then i xia dao. Then didn't know what to do. But it's all alrite now. Just simply love her so much!!! Mmmuacks! Then we went out le. Ate Ben & Jerrys. Had chocolate chip cookie dough. Super nice!!! Then go eat KFC again. Then jiu go Causeway accompany ba0beii to buy her shoes and books. Then we took a bus back home. Tomorrow i'll be flying off the Taiwan. Really can't bear to leave my ba0beii. But... Ba0beii : You must really take care when i'm gone ok? And don't stay up too late. 7 days very fast dhe larrs. Just enjoy youself and remember to be free during 22nd 3pm onwards ok? I'll be calling alrite. Love you lots and lots!!! Mmmuacks!!!

2006-12-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

SORRY. SO SO SORRY. Baobeii really sorry. Guess i fell asleep again. really very sorry. I didn't what happen. So so sorry. I really didn't expect that i would fall asleep again. Was talking to Don just now. He told me something about christ and praying. Yesterday went out with ba0beii, her sister, wenjie and eric. Went to catch a movie, Happyfeet. Was quite a borng show at first then end out to be quite alright. Then went to minitoons bought ba0beii a present then Eric went home. So me, Wenjie, ba0beii and her sis went to Northpoint to have dinner. Then Wenjie went home. Then we went to Yishun there walk walk. Bought her sister a toy too. She is just sooo cute!!! Think later would be going to VCH Singapore river there with Joanna and friends. Think it'll be quite fun. Very long didn't go out with them le... It's 12 and i better go apologize to my ba0beii le... Tata...

2006-12-12T09:05:00.000+08:00

It's 9:05 in the morning and i'm AWAKE!!! Didn't know what happened last night. Was talking to ba0beii then i couldn't remember a thing. I only knew i was so very tired. Guess i fell asleep... Hmms... better hoax her when she wakes up. Yupps. That pig should be still asleep. Wonder what time she'll wake up. Yesterday i passed her my gorgor's notebook. Then we we walk about Northpoint WITH HER YOUNGER SISTER!!! Hahas. She is sooo cute!!! Bought sweets for her. Today should be going out for a movie if everything goes well... Her sister would be there. Wahahahas... Ba0beii: Really sorry for yesterday night. Guess i was really very tired. Don't angry kae? Did i sleep talk?

2006-12-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

You call us to follow
And we place all we have into your hands
You're all that we desire

You show us your kingdom
Built into our hearts forevermore
Jesus our lives belog to you

Take all of me
I give you my all for all of you
Move in your power
Open the heavens lords today

Take all of me
Make us your light for all to see
Change this world we live in
Let your harvest in
Let your harvest in

Take all of me
For all of you
All consuming fire
Take all of me
For all of you
You're my heaven's desire

2006-12-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's service and today's cell-group meeting was awesome!!! Yesterday Newsboys was in the house! They were awesome, much better than any Usher or Yellow-card. It was a totally different experience. And David D'or(i don't think i spelt it correctly) was also in the house. I was sitting beside Jeremy and Don and they were both just great great people. Would never forget how ba0beii treated me yesterday. Was so cold. Brrr... But everything's over... I hope. then we went to Changi airport for dinner. Macdonals(boring). Didn't eat cause was saving money for my ba0beii's PRESENTS. Then went back home with wj and my brother a friend of his. Then i really couldn't take it so i bought a packet of "Horfun" on my way home. Back to today... We were so early when we reached the place. Waited for E-242 peeps to turn up and then the cell-group meeting was rolling. Played rubber-band games and singing and prayers. Brother pierre had to rush off for his exams. May god bless him for his exams. Then we went to Pongol plaza for our branch. Then me and my brother totally forgot the time but we still made it home. Went to tiong bahru for my dinner. Had loads and loads of good food. Yupps... This weekend had been great for me and i believe that god have many other wonderful surprises just waiting for me. (Ba0beii: I know this week we both had lots of misunderstandings. I really want to thank you for being with me when i needed you. I too want to apologize for being too sesitive over your private stuffs, hope you would forgive me. This week had been a week of conflict both me and you. I really don't want to lose you again. Hope you would think the same way about me. I know i have let you down time and time again. I'm really sorry. Hope you would understand the situation i'm in. Thanks for everything. I love you. Mmmuacks!!!)

2006-12-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

I'm really sorry ba0beii. I can't love ue more for tomorrow than today.

MY Ba0beii!!! <33

2006-11-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hmms... Today woke up around 9+ then studied. Then was getting ready to ba0beii's house. Met wj they all at mac there then took a cab there. I GAVE THE WRONG ADDRESS!!! I said ave 4 instead of north ave 4. Really sorry peeps. I didn't know there was a difference. So the cab bill went to $10++. Was suppose to help ba0beii cook carrot porridge, but me being myself didn't cook cause there just ain't enough time. SORRY Ba0beii!!! I'll be going to her house early tomorrow morning to wake that pig up. Wahahahas... Would be preparing her carrot porridge for her. Hope she like's it. It's my frist time you know. Hope it'll turn out alrite. But she said it's not the taste that counts but the thought. Is't she just so sweet or what. Simply addicted to her. Muacks!!!

2006-11-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today... hmms... Was a great day. Early in the morning the first person i see is... my ba0beii!! Simply love her so much. Went through so much trouble. She even bought me breakfast!!! SWEET HUH. Muacks!!! She bought yakun toast and ginseng barley. Although the barley tasted abit weired but whaterver she buys it all tastes SWEET!!! Then i had to study so left them alone for awhile. After studying went to accompany my ba0beii and we talked and chatted. Soon she have to go for her Track&field training. She didn't want to go and i too didn't want her to go, but it's her dream to be a runner so how can i be so selfish right? So she went and the least i could is sent her to her school but my mum... Oh well... Then damien accompanied me at home. Then soon ba0beii sms-ed me. She said her mum was kinda pissed off and she vomitted. I didn't know what to do lah... Call her then she didn't pick up... WAS SO SCARED THAT SOMETHING BAD MIGHT HAPPEN. But luckly all was fine. Then after her training we met her at Yishun MRT and we went to foodcourt to have dinner. Passed her her favourite T-shirt and a towel. So tomorrow i think i'll be going to her house to do the bean-sprout pillow thingy. Wahahahas... Gona see her again!!! MUACKIIES!!!

2006-11-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

So much has hapened this past few days, form the day i went to the chalet till today. I'll list the number of things. -Fell ill during chalet -back with my ba0beii <33 and lots more... Most importantly is that i am with my ba0beii again. Love her lots & lots, MUACKS!!! Well... tomorrow they all comming to my house at 9.00am. Then play and chat and i think after that would be accompanying my ba0beii for her track&field training. Computer back in action. Wahahahas... dotA-ing. Don't DISTURB!!! Wahahahas...

2006-11-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Feeling quite dizzy now. Maybe i over strained myself at the gym today. Today i went to swim and gym with Jason, Shanchin, Raymond and Jon. We swam for awhile. Then we went to the suana( hope i spelt it correctly) then Shanchin pierced his ear so he can't take of his earing then he scared his earing get hot so he keep using the wet towel dabbing his ear. Wahahaha... Then we went for our lunch. Whoa... ate a LOT!!! And it only costs me $3!!! Then we went to the gym. Did alot of stuffs cycled, jogged and lots more. okok... I'll end here. Having a really bad headache now. Bye!/!/!/

2006-11-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today went to northpoint sakae to buy her strawberry smile but she didn't turn up so i ate one piece and i gave the other to Daph since she say she wanted. Quite angry she didn't turn up because i didn't know what she was talking on the phone this morning... So i went to 850 wated and play b-ball till around 6+ but she still didn't come so i went to Gordon's house... Sat and Sun going to work with Jian wee to earn money for the chalet... Going to bring around 60+ hope it's enough... Signing off here... ///

2006-11-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

Today. 15 November 2oo6. It's such a boring day. Around 8+ woke up and was driven too school to collect my report book. What a sense of relief. I was advanced to sec 3 express. "Phew." PEGGY IT'S 2+ AND YOU ARE STILL ASLEEP!!! What a pig. Okok... let's talk about yesterday. My dad drove mt to 850 to meet esther and friends. Played magic. Taught magic. Wahahaha... Had a slow pupil. Wahahaha... Roaches were littered everywhere. On the floor, walls EVERYWHERE!!! Peggy fell down while crossing the railing... 'GOOOONG!!!!' haha... Then she fell. Hope she's alright. Such a careless person. Then we chat till around 4+am and guess what!?!? I slept talk!!! Was so embarrasing. All i remembered is that i was having a headache that's all... Strawberry smile!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

2006-11-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

Umm... Today was a funny day. Met a new friend. Not actually a friend but a cute kitten. I was actually suppose to meet Ruben at Yishun MRT then on my way there i met her. She was so CUTE!!! With her soft brown fur. She was Super cute. But in the end... My mum let it go. After that i went to look for it. Search everywhere but still can't find. Haiish... WHERE ARE YOU? COME BACK TO ME... haiish. Tomorrow i plan to wake up to search for it but then Gordon called and ask me want to work with Daph. I didn't know to agree or not. But in the end i agreed. I'm really sorry. I promise i would find you...

2006-11-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

Alritght alright i'll post. Keep asking me to post. hahas. Hmms... Woke up around 8:45 and met Jian wee at yishun MRT to WORK!!! Hahas. It's not like i wanted but you know. I needed money badly. So i actually do not have a choice. We went to Pasir ris to give out fliers door to door and it's SO TIRING!!! We cheat a litte. Hahas. Ok ok mayby by alot. :) But it's me you're talking about. hahas... Then when we were almost finishing Peggy FINALLY WOKE UP!!! Hahas. She mentioned that she too wants to work. But there ain't any space left. Hahas... So too bad for her. Hahas. Then i went home and guess where i am??? Blogging of cause. hahas //////

2006-11-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

Umm... today was a fun day with lots of unexpected twist. Or a few unexpected twist. Early in the morning woke up and i studied. Saw that she sms-ed me then i don't know what to do cause she say not to sms her to early in the morning. So i just left it. Studied maths and science. I am totally into this book. It's called ' Five people you meet in heaven.' A great great book. The story starts with a man named Eddie die-ing. It's just a very nice book. Okok. Back to today. after studying, me and my dad went to kahtib cafe (hope tha't what they calls it) and had my lunch.. Then met gordon and Raymond and play basket ball with damien, daph, esther, gordon, raymong and some of their juniors. Then play and play then Esther threw my slippers into the dusbin. Then it totally stink. Had abit of arguments between gordon and Esther. Hope it'll be solved by today. Tomorrow im going to PASIR RIS!!! Hope it'll be fun!!!

2006-10-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

oh man... i'm so bored!!! Can't wait for tomorrow. Can't believe i am actually looking foward to the two week of studying. Hmms... Toady i woke up around 6:30 and i was suprised that i actually could wake up that early. Met damien and gordon at Kahtib MRT station and then we sprinted to Cris-lan. On our way there, Damien dropped his phone. Guess where he found it? He found it behind a fence. It actually went through the fence!!! Then we played for 4plus hour and then we went to mac to slack. Then i went home... and here i am blogging... HOLIDAYS ARE BORING!!!

2006-10-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

Guess what?!?! I am totally addicted to this game dotA. It's just so much fun. Although i'm not very good at it but i'm getting better "bleahs". Idle-ing at home. I mean there's just simply nothing to do. Have been rotting at home for days. Just grasping any opportunity to leave home. Have been hanging out around sembawang road this few days, tele-confrencing and stuffs. Holidays are the only period of time when i really and i mean really miss school. Most importanly the company in school. Surprisingly my teachers too. Totally miss the times after school when we just hang out together at the basket-ball courts or canteen. Now the only thing i am looking forward is my class chalet. Think it would be quite fun, but it's like 20 over days later. Wonder would i be still alive by then, and i still have my 2 weeks of studying in school. Anyone feeling the same way i do just feel free to call me to chat. Think i would be waking up ultra early tomorrow and i mean earlier than schooling times. I have to wake up at around 6:30 and meet Damien and Gordon at Kahtib MRT and then make our way to Cris-lan. Oh well... shall not drag on... Bye!!!

2006-10-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was a meaningful night for both me and my mother. We both got to know each other better. We took a walk, aimlessly walking, for about an hour. We talked about everything, from my studies to her. She seem more of a friend than a mother yesterday. I told her everything and she understood. Last week was a roller coster ride for me. I was at the lowest point of my life. I flunk my year end examinations and most importantly she left me. Your must be all suprised. I was also caught by surprise too. She left me when i needed her the most. But what's done is done. My mother told me i had to move on. It's not an end but a new begining. When i reached home, my mother offered me a can of beer and told me to finish it and go to sleep and it's a new begining for me.

So later on i had to attend the parent meeting session which i dreaded. I might drop to NA. I might also be going to an express class. I don't really know. Hope everything goes well for me...

2006-10-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

Today... I totally flunk my Geography test. My mind went blank when i saw the paper. I can't even do the basic mcq's. What's done is done... Today is mid-autum festival. Stayed at home whole night. She went to play with her friends. I can't possibly follow her right? So i was alone at home. When i sat down and started studying, Damien called and asked me do i want to go and play. I asked my mom then she gave me that look and that's my answer. A big fat NO. Then went back to study. Can't wait for tomorrow. Going out with Eric, Wenjie and much more. It would be much more than candles. Lighter fluid, WD40 and more would be involved. Yeah, i't would be fun alright...

2006-09-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

Woah... Can't believe that i used the computer for 5 hours and 2 days more is my advanced exams. Isn't than great? Was trying out the new cheat code for the game. Guess i got too carried away and lost track of time. Did quite abit of studying on science. I had a very disturbing news just now. HADY won the Singapore Idol!!! I mean like... how can that be. Oh well... What's more important is my exams right?
Yeah... BIO CLASS HERE I COME!!!
Yah rite... There's like tons of people wanting to get into the bio class. Maybe i shoudn't even dream of getting into that class...
Getting so stressed up and pissed off...
Not very socialable this few days. Hmms... What a fierce battle i witnssed today... The battle between YANG FEI & BEN CHEW... Hahaxxx :) ... Was discussing on father wearing green hat(direct translation from chinese) What a joke... ... ... ... ... ... ...

2006-09-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hmms... Today was quite a busy day. Haish... Just now just left my baobei to go home alone with her friend and i went to play b-ball. I don't know what was i thinking just now. Hope she isn't angry.Feeling so guilty now. What am i going to do now? Hmms... better treat her better. Yupps, much better. Just lurve her so much!!!

Just now play basketball till about 6:50 then went home alone. The trip home was so boring. Then was finally home and i'm here blogging... that's all... Tata...

2006-09-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

Forth day without her - Just back from Sea com. Was so tiring and also a total waste of my time. I wasted 8 hours there. My event was the part B double and that was the first event. After that i had nothing to do at all. she will be back tomorrow!!! Totally missed her so much. Wonder how will i contact her tomorrow. She didn't brought her phone so it will be difficult to contact her. But i have my ways. Tomorrow would be the 2nd and the last day of the Sea com hope it would be not so tiring. Got to go have my dinner... TAta...

2006-09-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

Day three without her - Hmms... actually i'm getting the hang of this. Hahaxxx... Today is just a great day. But it did not start out quite good. Got to study early in the morning and i mean really studying. Then was supposed to meet Wenjie at Yishun MRT station but met Charis instead. Then went to Toa pa yo... Blah blah was so boring. Felt totally ashamed. Got to beg for money... i'm like what the hell... Hmms saw a sweet looking girl at Toa pa yo Mrt... then Weitao and Wenjie went to ask for donations. Hmms wanted to help Javier ask for her number. Hahaxxx... She saw us then laugh and laugh. So Cute!!! Hahaxxx... Then went back to donations. boredom starts again... After everything Wenjie, Michael, Jingyi and me went to kahtib Mac to chill a little. Quite fun... Laughed and laughed... yupps... That's all...

2006-09-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

Day two without her - I am just going CRAZY!!! 2 whole days without her!!! I really cannot stand this... What can i do? She is in Malaysia... I miss her so much... Went back to Chongfu today. It's was so boring!!! So regretted not going kayaking... Saw quite afew of my ex-classmates. i saw yovone. I am like what the hell!!! Two cm thick make up!!! You are only going for a buffet lunch...
Hmms... saw Renee too... I tell you, she is HOT!!! hahaxxx better not write too much, later people might get jealous. Hahaxxx... Umm going for flag at Toa pa yo... Think it would be really boring...
Oh... it's already pass mit-night. I think i'll better get going if not when she comes back from Malaysia i'll get plenty of scoldings... ok... Bye!!!

2006-09-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

Day one without her - Oh man... it's just afew hours and i am devestated already, and four more days. Oh well... it's like i have no mood doing anything. Have plenty of activities lined up for me but just not in the mood. Have plenty of kayaking, going back to cfps and flag day but just now in the mood. I don't think i am going for kayaking tomorrow. It's such a rush. Rather play abit of basket ball then go back to cfps. Think i am going to stop here...

2006-08-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hmms... let's see, back in blogging? Yupps. I'm back. All thanks to my beloved baobei. I just love her. hahaxXx. Alright alright back to today. Hmms, let's see. Did nothing much actually except -Skipped maths remedial -Went to Northpoint to buy some stuffs - "studied". Yupps, that's all.
Can't actually concentrate much cause... Umm... Doing some stuffs for my baobei? Yupps!
Was scolded quite badly just now but everything is over now. Back into smiling mode :D
Oh man. Five whole days with out my baobei. Oh well... Can't possibly follow her to Malaysia right? or can i... One day i am already going insane, and i actually have to bear this for FIVE days!!!
What am i so going to do... five days!!! oh well... Something quite intresting happened. Weitao actually helped William to ask Szeli fer stead. Ok ok, not that William wanted but we still asked.
Her reaction is like Huh? Maybe she din expect it? Yar, that should be the case... That's all for today. . .

2006-05-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

Really sorry peeps. Screwed up a little on my last blog skin but for now, i am back in action in
blogging life. Exams are finally OVER !!! *phew* now the next task is to face my results. Oh man,
this is going to be ulgy. But for now let me enjoy myself to the max. Hmms... just back from Wen jie's house, Stayed there for the night watching football. I actually fell asleep for the first half
because it was 2.35 am in the morning and me being myself played my heart out in the afternoon,
so was totally exhausted. Was quite fun catching up with them, chatting and watching movies.
FD3 totally rox !!! Although wen jie was not too happy about the gross parts. Then today morning, woke up at about 9.00 and i was like so hungry and i had to actually go to dilys's blog
and use her song to wake Eric up. But too bad ,Eric din want to go
so me and Wen jie went for breakfast. WE ACTUALLY ATE CHICKEN FOR BREAKFAST.
we went to KFC and the chicken there was like soak in oil. We ordered 3 pieces but managed only
2. That is the best i can do for the chicken.
Really sorry about my blog. But for now just enjoy the new skin and then song. This is perfect by simpleplan. One of my favourite hits.
Oh yar, almost forgot RETRO FEVER !!!

2006-04-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today was EXCITING... the best part is ... i bought a new ball.Not really mine.Mine,Yong jie and William.We went to chong pang to buy it.We were like three idiots each carrying stackes of books and two bottles of drinks walking around aimlessly.Don't know how we do it but in the end
we made it to the shop.Bought a pointer ball and then they went to my house.while walking to my house,we saw the basket ball court occupied by some chinese opera thingy so we were like so dissapointed. Upon reaching my house,Yong jie rushed to my com and started to try the speed hack.He said that it was SUPER.Hmmx... then we went back to school at about 4+ .We reached the school and we were almost not allowed to go into the school because in was near MYE.
But it did not make much difference because it started raining soon after.Saw Yao fei and Ryan fight.hmm..was quite nice hahaxxx
Btw guys i know a thing or two about the leaking thingy.Was totally shocked about the results i had. hmmx... maybe people are not they seem to be. hmmm...

2006-04-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* oh man... so tired... had ncc training....hmmmx was totally forced.I was suppose to
go with Eric to play b-ball after SSP then was caught by Lilian.Then was such a failure, can't even do an IC's job.Was forces to tuck in my shirt 15 times.... hahaxxx... was so embarrasing.....
Eric was there like laughin all the way... Eric i will get you back, just you wait and see!!! hahaxxx
Then march around parade square here, there and everywhere.During SSP.It was so damn noisy.Really did nothing during the1 1/2hours.
It's not that i am bias against the normal acc but is they who contributed to much of the noise.
Really think that much could be achieved without them.hmmx... first two lessons spent in bio lab.
We were there to take away the shell of the egg.Was quite fun i must say.tomorrow will be going to school at about 7.00 to play B-ball with Eric, wenjie & Yong jie. hmmx... will be fun... i hope.

WILL NEVER EVER EVER TAKE A BUS TO SCHOOL ANYMORE

2006-04-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

Totally screwed up...... like i said in my last post.... today suppose to go swimmin bt never go...
ok ok... i'll list out the stuffs i screwed up....
1st. Going home frm tution then gt a few gangster behind me say i diao them & blah blah blah...
2nd. Went home was late & i din bring my white shoes
3rd. Waited for bus for 20 mins,in the end decided to take a cab
4th. While hailin a cab , the bus came
5th. started to drizzle still hailin cab
6th. Finally got a cab, then an old woman just came and said she waited for very long then just went into the cab
7th. rained
8th. Decided to go back takin the bus
9th. While going back, bus came
10th. waited 25 min for the bus
11th. finally reached the swimmin complex then wen da was'nt there
12th. phoned wen jie then never pick up
13th. Decided to gamble so started to make my way there then started raining.
BAD STUFFS REALLY DO HAPPEN IN THIRTEEN__

Then after speech day was with lenice & loads more. Wanted to go wenjie hse to chill a little
just me eric and wenjie, talkin & drinkin beer, but din turn out that way....

2006-04-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

Wow.... What a fierce training i had... *Phew* don't know what's wrong with my ears today...
Can't hear CLT lc , staff lilian & more... Bt luckily their nt that serious today... Tommorow speech
day..... totally looking foward to it :) But first, swimming!!! With Wen da, at yishun sc
Haha... can't wait!!! hmmm, but have tution first hmm British council... but it's not that bad as you all think it is... Btw, this post is dedicated to wen jie... hahaxxx..

2006-03-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wow~ what a day.Messy,messy day.Was appointed by my CLASS to be
director for the literature play first thing in the morning.Mixed feelings.
Followed by my producer,Michael & Stage Manager,Jia en and lots of
stage crew and actors and acterss. :) Quite happy with the mixture of my crew.Btw don't say i don't give zhao min a chance.I gave her & its 's her
job now.After literature,all i remember is basket-ball,basket-ball and
more basket-ball.but there is one thing i cannot forget, my orentiring,
was so tireing, ran all over yishun park. Phew at last my badge !!!
Sorry guys cause was sick almost half of the holidays so didn't post.

2006-03-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

Today adds to the horrifying expriences i had while taking Neo-prints.was forced to take Neo-prints with EILEEN & friends.Totally hate it.I feel that it is such a waste of money.I rather use that money & do some charitable stuffs.What's done is done,Oh well....
Today chinese "camp" was a killer. Almost was killed of boredom.
But i made it half way & i went to b-ball court play b-ball.then was so funny, "Teacher , Teacher" i shouted then Weitao & i ran like a block to another & the best part was the teacher was only passing by. All had a good laugh.Felt so bad when i followed the others & bastered william.Totally felt so bad.Oh well,the world's
like that.Nothing's fair.Oh yarr, before i forget,tomorrow going
to OCC to swim & stuffs.Think i'll be fun.

2006-03-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

Air-rifle was such a DISSAPOINTMENT.Was so so so boring and the gun was much heavier then i expected. Ok,ok i'll start from the start.
Today-H,mm was sort of a better day for me.Went to school at about 11 thou thought i was late for meeting Yong Jie,but,i was not that late as i use to be.Then played b-ball,not long,william came then we played & played & played.Very tiring indeed.Then to grab a bite at MAC then took a cab to safria cause we thought we were late.But we turn out to be early.
then bla-Bla-Bla.After that,William,raymond,yao fei & me went to eat then went to Northp.... Went to timezone was a regrett . Was so boring !!!
Think i saw Say lee & friends there,think i greeted her.Then go play b-ball
was almost killed.Lost half of my finger-nail & a few pieces of my toe *Sniffs*. Was trashed by a friend of mine.

2006-03-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

sian.... today the soliloquy so boring the ''best'' part is when Jun Rong presents. He is like so soft & closing his eyes when speaking.So suk. They followed by lots & lots of boring lessons ;etc. Maths....but...not to blame mdm Siew cause Mrs Liu came into the class for nothing ... I was like forcing myself to stay awake. Then came music .But music was quite interesting,watched a movie on Mozart. After school.*Yawns* Almost died of boredom...but there was chaos in the PARADE SQUARE people mass skipping almost every inch with the BB boys doing their drills.
Then skipped NCC & went to Wen jie's house to play maple. LEVELED UP !!! FIGHTER YEAH !!! Then i got bored and decided to go back to school. REGRETTED GOING BACK !!! Wen Jie and I both saw our CCAs doing their drills at the back-alley.Then we were like running here & there & at last went the fifth floor to snipe our CCAs . Then went back to WenJie's house
then was there posting this. Sorry about the perfect english . Cause it's ORACY WEEK.

2006-02-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

What a day yesterday was. Because yesterday no NCC then played b-ball from 12.30-5.30 What a blast . It was so enjoyable. Hahaxx.x . Actually nothing much happened.
All i know is that mrs Liu suk more & more. Everytime scold me for nothing.
Win Yong Jie b-ball hahaxx.x then Yong Jie so angry . So fun sia..... Maybe later go Damien's house to swim with William ..... Hope it will be fun .

2006-02-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today.. .. .. .7.0.++ push ups so tiring so now struggling to type ok . today actually today
nothing much happened ... but a few days ago ...... Janice actually gave jian wee a packet of chocolates ...
then jian wee asked him what was that for ..... then Janice said '' give u present also must have reason meh "
i was like WAD THE HELL WAS THAT FOR !!! is'nt that so obvious ..... she wants to patch
& it was Janice who wants to break ..... shamless .....
forget it .... also not my busniss bak to today so fun sia ....scold NP , GB & BB while marching ...
hahaxx.x think will be going damien's house to swim tomorrow......
hope it will be fun ....

2006-02-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

Today was quiet dissapointing.... Hahaxx.x cause the valentine's celebration was so dissapointing......
i was expecting like the whole art gallery to be full but .......... there was only three tables....
ok ok ... i know they did their best...
Back to just after school , was really tiring . Played b-ball full court ... "Phew" at least i scored bout 3 points ...
but we lost in the end .... cause the other team was too strong ... The other team consists of wei tao , Javier ,
gordon ( the three power houses ) , damien . micheal & sean. See so powerful !!! But my team was nt bad .
Consisted of me , wenjie , yong jie , raymond , william & jian wee . Also nt bad . bt I WANT REVENGE !!!!
hahaxx.x ....... then went to canteen to have a drink , "Phew" Finally a rest. think will be playing b-ball
2ml morning , recess & after school- -Addicted-

2006-01-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

. Today so ROX !!! the performance in school was so NICE !!! Then went to meet jian wee, wei tao, lenice, eileen, javier & lots more at woodlands MRT then went to catch a movie
The show was quite nice... if i am nt wrong ,the show is ( i not stupid too ) quite touching too.
Then when the show was over & the lights were on ,i saw alot of pp crying..... ( hahaxx.x )
Jun rong & wenda cried too...... not to be scarcastic but ur are GUYS !!! & ur cried !!!
hahaxx.x. Btw kim , will nt think too much of melvin. miss ya.

2006-01-21T20:05:00.000+08:00

2-star.....was a blast!!! But wait...Before i start with 2-star,let's talk about yesterday. ok. yesterday i made a new friend on the net. Can't believe that the day before i was talking to her on msn & yesterday we were talking on the phone. We kept talking about her school, my school & loads of other stuffs. If it wasn't my dad who asked me to sleep, i think we would talk till 1+ ....
Btw kim, your hand still ok?
ok. back to today.Everything was like it was all set up to be so fun!!! Everything was so fun except
fibre glass went into my skin..... ( ouch ). Can't wait for tomorrow's expedition. kayaking from
Pasir ris to Pulau ubin to Changi and back again. Hope i can make it. But for now, so TIRED!!!
but must wait till 9+ then can sleep...Now feeling abit sea sick..... hahaxx.x

2006-01-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

My life is getting better & better each day... Why do i say that... today,woke up then almost late for
school luckily my beloved father drove me to school.At school nothing much happened actually.
But after, that's where the fun realy begins. Javier & Jun rong nearly got a big scolding from
major Tan but then don't know what happened then in the end Javier have to treat Jun rong to a cup of drink....After that, actually no more programmes for me but then i saw Michael then he ask me want to go his house to change then go Damien house do "project". Then me & Michael grew very luckly. We actually don't know how to go into Damien's house cause he lives in a condo &
you all should know how confusing condo's can be. So we started to get worried & calling everyone.
But no one picks up!!!then the security saw us & let us in. BUT WE DON'T KNOW WHERE DAMIEN LIVES!!! this is where we grew luckly. We randomly picked a block & ramdomly picked a floor & " POOF ", we were at Damien's house.how luckly can we be. then gamble money + playX-box + play the com. Play everything but not the project.HAHAXxX... The me Michael went to swim but in the end, Damien goin us & started slamming each other, "PHEW " nearly got drowned......TO VIOLENT...

2006-01-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

Today sure rox man !!! went for 2-star woke up at 6.30 then meet wan at interchnge suppose to wait for sgt juying & staff lilian then bastered them go eat prata......then when we reached pasir-sirthen started to kayaking....then SUI SUI first to do the capsize drill is me...
actually quite fun lar...then kayak until so tired then only can go for lunch...btw so happy for wan he did a capsize drill all by himself dispite being scared.....WAY TO GO WAN!!! the lunch they give us so like s*i* lor..... so pathatic!! CEDAT WELFARE!!!! then went back into the waters again...then the tied went down le....then de sea bad all mud...then my leg stuck sia....my leg got stuck until knee level then almost lost my shoes -PHEW!!-. then again so SUI !! again me first to do de T-rescue. but actually did quite well. but in the process, capsize that time rite....
me head rub against the mud...dthen my head all mud....so disgusting sia...then wash up go bak to the bus. Then go long john eat. Then go home le.Will be looking foward to the next saturday & sunday for 2-star. but now , feeling so sea sick. The head so giddy.....